Cynthia's Reviews > Sky Full of Elephants

** spoiler alert ** This spectacular idea was a bit bumpy in its execution, but it did give me a lot to think about.

I know we, as white people, aren’t always willing to embrace the part we may have played in Black trauma. I wonder if that’s why this was quickly bombed with one star ratings on Goodreads. When I first glanced at the book’s profile, its average rating was under three stars. I was enraged by this so I requested it on NetGalley. Perhaps I was a bit too confident in the love I expected to feel for it. I am glad, however, that others have now read and loved it so it can be fairly rated. We all know those early one star ratings did not come from people who had actually engaged with the content.

It hurts my heart to confess that I am not able to rate this as well as I’d hoped to, but it wasn’t the premise that didn’t work for me. I think it’s a brilliant one, as well as an important concept to explore. And I don’t think the author was completely careless with the idea.

Sky Full of Elephants was uncomfortable, and that discomfort communicated a powerful message, but its potency was diluted by the issues I found within the text.

My first complaint is that the author explained too much. Since he invested so much time into making his point, the elements that needed a more profound development were shortchanged. The author wanted to mold a narrative around the harm that white people have done, and that’s fair, but his overt communication muffled the actual story. As a result, no conflict ever truly felt strained, including Sidney’s relationship with her father.

I wish Charlie’s storyline had been a bit different. I do understand that what he endured has happened to Black men, and that there was a time when a Black man wouldn’t have even made it to a courthouse under such circumstances, never mind prison. I know the author’s choices further exemplified the cruelty we are capable of. He demonstrated Charlie’s goodness beyond what had been done to him while explaining that he wasn’t (as Sidney presumed) a deadbeat dad at all. It was just difficult for me to embrace the device used because, as a woman, I know that my gender is also marginalized, that our voices have been silenced, and that most claims regarding sexual assault are actually true. I realize Sidney’s mother did not fling the initial accusation, but this angle in the narrative felt problematic to me. I did, however, like Charlie’s character.

Sky Full of Elephants did make me think a lot about our failure to encourage cultural identity, as well as our blatant attempts to erase it. I felt saddened as I considered my own children, who are mixed race like Sidney. Although it was never deliberate, I do fear I did not expose them to enough Black history or culture while they were growing up. I’d like to say that I was overwhelmed and dealing with my own trauma as I raised them, but who’s to say I would have done any better without those impediments? Would I have even recognized the need? The novel certainly made me want to do better, even though my children are adults now. I grieve the pieces of their identity I never nurtured.

I am immensely grateful to Simon and Schuster and NetGalley for my copy. All opinions are my own.