a girl's relationship with literature adressing her most somber thoughts is an unbreakable bonda girl's relationship with literature adressing her most somber thoughts is an unbreakable bond...more
at times it seems as though the pain of existence far outweighs the pain of death. it is only something we can hypoth"Before dying you live, Lori"
at times it seems as though the pain of existence far outweighs the pain of death. it is only something we can hypothesize about, however when the mere thought of breathing another day seems too much of a struggle, one might seek a quick yet permanent relief to it all.
this book reconciles this feeling with a call for hope and an incentive to seek peace in every sense of the word.
it dives into how affection turned into deep love can be a catalyst for this change of perspective. but ultimately the emphasis is on how a sense of self has to be found before throwing one’s self in the pleasure of companionship.
pouring your feelings into someone can so easily leave you lost in the midst of indecisiveness and can blur the borders of the Self : the person you are, the person you desire to be, or who you are when you are not performing.
some books, as love does, leave a mark on your soul and Clarice Lispector might have managed to stamp mine....more
manifesting a mother-daughter relationship that looks NOTHING like Electra's relationship with Clytemnestra on this fine Mother's day <3 manifesting a mother-daughter relationship that looks NOTHING like Electra's relationship with Clytemnestra on this fine Mother's day <3 ...more
(4.25) identity shattered in the context of love, loneliness, the pursuit of love and its dangers, coming to terms with the changing nature of the sel(4.25) identity shattered in the context of love, loneliness, the pursuit of love and its dangers, coming to terms with the changing nature of the self, parental issues and their repercussions on ones life, eroticism and sensuality....more
"How much can you change and get away with it before you turn into someone else, before it's some kind of murder ?" why do i even bother to talk o"How much can you change and get away with it before you turn into someone else, before it's some kind of murder ?" why do i even bother to talk or to exteriorise my thoughts when Richard Siken did it all for me years ago ?...more
i shouldn't have opened the book for my sanity, but i can't help being very grateful i did i shouldn't have opened the book for my sanity, but i can't help being very grateful i did ...more
pauline didn't deserve laurence's friendship and love in the slightest, and i hope her life is as unfulfilling as a life can be <3pauline didn't deserve laurence's friendship and love in the slightest, and i hope her life is as unfulfilling as a life can be <3...more
(3.5) i want to die. and no i won't elaborate on that, just pray for my sanity y'all(3.5) i want to die. and no i won't elaborate on that, just pray for my sanity y'all...more
on my way to watch the movie so i can cry my eyes out because if there's something to know about me, it's that if there's a chance to get emotionally on my way to watch the movie so i can cry my eyes out because if there's something to know about me, it's that if there's a chance to get emotionally destroyed, you know i will take it ...more
eroticism. grief. emptiness and the paradoxical search for it. human connection to the point of fusing with one another. bodily fluids, an awful lot oeroticism. grief. emptiness and the paradoxical search for it. human connection to the point of fusing with one another. bodily fluids, an awful lot of it. nature as a place to heal. motherhood. more grief. brutality. metamorphosis. bdsm as a way of coping or the necessity of coping to practise it. fatherhood & stepfatherhood. and finally me in the corner screaming, crying and throwing up <3...more